Amber Lenore Winckler

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The Distribution of Fluids
written by Amber Lenore Winckler
Sassy Britches Publishing 2010
 
Available for purchase on AMAZON.COM
ISBN #978-0984273621
$11.99 paperback
$7.99 Kindle     
                               
2011San Diego Book Awards WINNER
Short Story Collection of the Year 
 
SYNOPSIS:
           The Distribution of Fluids is a book of 5 stories.  The common tie in all of the otherwise unrelated tales is the connection of the spirit to the flesh.  Short stories are my true love- they are a fragile and fragrant slice of another world. 
 

 
EXCERPT from the story, The Blood (la sangre):
                  

He drew the knife back and forth across his knees, the coffee flesh yielding without fight, like water surging around a rock, bursting open to reveal yellow fat below the epidermis and hesitating only when met by bone, each pass releasing new blood, which now trickled down his lower legs and into his socks and tennis shoes.

Just one more cut, and I will stop, he told himself without concern.  He ran the blade across the top of his left forearm, tracing an elegant path that curved around his heavily scarred and tattooed elbow and ran back around into his anticubital fossa, causing a vein to sever and abruptly gush for a moment.  He continued the cut deeper and felt nothing but gratitude and enlightenment as a larger surge of blood gushed forth in recurrent waves from his violated brachial artery.   The first surge struck out with such verve that a stream of crimson splattered the wall beside him.  His blood longed to be free from the confines of his sickly vasculature and it clung to the bumpy paint in desperation to stay there, even though gravity battled its wet heaviness and dragged it slowly down towards the carpet. 

The scabbard of his body was defiled and dishonored, the flow of his blood ran dark and thick.  He felt quiet and calm.  His baby chicken, his baby boy, his lovely Mexican wife, his beautiful Daniel.  He bled for them all. 

 

EXCERPT from the story, The Distribution of Fluids:

            “Why are there bugs in the cake?”  Clara whined after one such visit after she spied the destroyed cake in the garbage.  The thought of that beautiful white cake being inedible inspired in Clara the disappointed longing that any child would relate to.

Mom pursed her lips and acted strange.  “Because Grandma is not right in her mind.”

“What’s wrong with her?”  Clara asked, innocent of the brittle ground upon which her inquiries tread.

Mom stared at her for a long time, as if something were steeling together in her mind.  “Nothing you will ever need to worry about, baby girl.”

Shortly after that, the visits from Grandma Elvira Sue stopped.

 

 

EXCERPT from the story, The Distribution of Fluids:

Decompositional changes were present in the form of a medium green discoloration on the abdomen and several areas where the top layer of skin was beginning to slip and gather in wrinkled chunks about the arms.  Hypostasis is the settling of blood to the dependent areas, or the lowest areas.  This resulted in dark purple post-mortem stain and severe swelling on the right side of her face, where Elvira had been laying on the dirty green linoleum of her kitchen floor.  Clara made a mental note to reduce some of the swelling with cotton packs during embalming and inject a phenol chemical to attempt to bleach out some of the post-mortem stain from that side of her face.

She stepped back for a moment and looked at the little old woman in front of her.  So here lies the woman who caused so much pain and chaos in the lives of my Mom and her siblings.  So here she lies in all her glory, now crumpled and dwarfed by stainless steel.

 

EXCERPT from the story, The Cat Lady:

             Some cats were nomadic spirits— cats which never gave themselves over to the comforts of a regular home.  Mae had many such drop-ins over the years.  Phantom was one of her favorites.  He was a tall, lanky black cat with one missing eye.   He had a hide full of crusty scars Mae could feel as she stroked him in various stages of healing beneath his coarse fur.  He showed up usually around every third month or so, and stayed on for no more than a few days— just long enough for some rest and food and maybe a cuddle or two.  Phantom was a creature who did not trust humans, and his strange commitment to Mae touched the deepest part of her loneliness.  Phantom carried a piece to Mae’s puzzle as surely as any of the felines who needed her. 

            There was something else about the cats— something that Mae didn’t dare share with anyone.  Something very secret that only she and a handful of others in the world knew—

            Cats could sense when the aliens were coming.

  

EXCERPT from the story, Waste of Skin:

            “Lookit this heroin overdose ova here.  He done shot himself up so many times he got shoot-em-up scars all up and down his arms and legs!  Oh, he be a skin-popper all right!  Only twenty-two years old and he done be missing a buncha teeth like he be an old man already!”  Tyrell shook his head in a coarse display of something akin to sympathy.  “Ya know what my old man used ta say ‘bout guys who be shooting that smack?”

Norm made a questioning grunt.

“He’d say this boy ain’t nothin’ but a waste of skin.”

            “Mmm… hmmm…” Norm mumbled his lackadaisical response.  “Waste of skin.”

 

 

 

EXCERPT from the story, FAT:

 

            His tired, phlegmatic eyes rose to the grey building before him, which seemed to tower higher than the bruised sky.  Grey windows covered with iron bars were bolted on at the corners with thumb-sized metal screws.  It was a cold building, this hospital of mental sickness.  His eyes rose to the far left corner, the high security section— the part where they kept the criminally insane.  There were no windows in that portion, just grey brick and mortar spotted here and there with gangland graffiti and a feeling of impending doom. 

              Mary was behind those walls, behind the high chain-link fences topped with wicked-toothed bobbed wire, waiting for him.

              He grasped the handle of his battered blue Chrysler LeBaron and swung the massive door open, using the worn armrest for support in order to rise.  He fumbled with his purple cassock for a moment, finally positioning it about his stooped shoulders while his Bible remained in one shaking hand. 

            He slowly began to walk toward the grey brick Goliath, his Bible in hand like a sling.